Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Feeling better

Thank you for all the great support! I have taken it all to heart.

I had a chat with my most special friend tonight and she gave me the talk I needed. I appreciate her very much. She is one of my dearest friends and though we have been apart for a long time, it is only distance. She still knows me very, very well. And she isn't the type that tells me WHAT I want to hear but what I NEED to hear and I really love that about her. But sometimes what I want to hear is the hard stuff that is hard to swallow but I need it just the same.

She knows that I have times that I just get depressed and it has nothing to do with anything but my typical depression cycles and when that happens, I tend to magnify one or two problems to something huge... It isn't a big deal and I just need to remember that.

Ack! I hate depression! I hate it. I hate it. I hate it!

But I have a plan and she thinks it is good so we go from there... err, I go from there. :)

Thank you for listening (Reading)!!!

5 comments:

margaret (the misanthrope) said...

Yay! Glad you are doing a bit better. Depression is a difficult thing. Thanks for letting us know what's been going on. We're here and we think you are fabulous!!

Avonlea said...

Depression definitely sucks! :-P

I'm glad to hear you're feeling better.

KimboSue said...

Yeah for awesome friends!

Anonymous said...

Glad to hear you are doing better! I've been out of the loop for sometime now, but things are defintly looking up. There have been so many family "things" going on since September. I will definitely blog about them soon.
For right now I just want to wish you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I wish you the best day ever.
Belinda/shuttle mom

margaret (the misanthrope) said...

What? It's your birthday? Well, Happy Birthday my friend! (And I miss Belinda, incidentally.) I hope you have a great day and are suitably spoiled!!