Thank you for all the great support! I have taken it all to heart.
I had a chat with my most special friend tonight and she gave me the talk I needed. I appreciate her very much. She is one of my dearest friends and though we have been apart for a long time, it is only distance. She still knows me very, very well. And she isn't the type that tells me WHAT I want to hear but what I NEED to hear and I really love that about her. But sometimes what I want to hear is the hard stuff that is hard to swallow but I need it just the same.
She knows that I have times that I just get depressed and it has nothing to do with anything but my typical depression cycles and when that happens, I tend to magnify one or two problems to something huge... It isn't a big deal and I just need to remember that.
Ack! I hate depression! I hate it. I hate it. I hate it!
But I have a plan and she thinks it is good so we go from there... err, I go from there. :)
Thank you for listening (Reading)!!!