I am so angry tonight. My ex isn't able to watch the kids at the end of May for me so I can go on a business trip.
And, yeah before you say anything a father should NOT have to WATCH his own kids but basically that is what it boils down too.
I guess I am more disappointed. I really want to further my career. Being able to travel without worrying about the kids.
Now don't get me wrong I love my kids and I am so glad that I am with them everyday. I really wouldn't trade them for a better career (I have a pretty fab job actually).
I guess it is just a bit of the grass is greener or maybe I just thought once divorced we would have a "normal" custody schedule. I really guess I shouldn't have expected anything different from him. He was really not as involved a father as I thought one should be. He has his way and I guess in ways I just have to forgive that and just do the best for me and the kids. They see what I do daily and they know. The two older ones tell me.
But still.... Ya know?