I don't actually cry often. I really don't. I joke about it but I don't actually cry often.
Right now I am right on the edge of tears. I can't help it. It is just how I feel tonight.
I should be happy. I should be thrilled. I'm not so much.
I'm a bit sad. A bit disappointed. A bit.... ready to cry.
I will be okay. I will and I will probably not actually cry..... but damn I feel like it!
UPDATE: Okay so I did. Damn it!!!! and I am still on edge to do it again. Crap! I hate this feeling!