June 22, 2006

Today is HIS birthday. It is a little strange but I did call to wish him a Happy Birthday.

Something weird happened this week. I think I have gotten a little more comfortable with things.... not over it and I'm sure there will be more bumps to come, but I feel like I'm .... happier with this decision. And, again, I realize its the right thing but there is such a mix of feelings involved in this that I just truly didn't understand before now. I thought if you want a divorce, you just want it and cool. But, I guess that isn't always the case and even in the most mutual of situations, it can hurt.

Sooo today, I wish him a Happy Birthday. At the end of the day, I truly wish him happiness and we both deserve that.