Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Minor set back with school

So today I was suppose to start my last class. Well mix up, mess up, craziness.... I can't start this week.

To say I'm disappointed is an understatement. I am completely crushed.

But, it will be okay. I just need to come up with the tuition money that I don't have but might have had if they would have told me before today!!! So now I have to figure that out and once I can pay them, I can start again. (Scream).

And, this brings me to the often mentioned topic of "something I miss".... While I can tell myself all day long, "it will be okay, this really isn't a big deal," blah, blah, blah..... I want someone else to tell me and not just someone else, but a boyfriend or a husband type...... neither of which I have at this time. Well I have someone who I would love to lean on right now but we aren't an official couple, just friends which is fine but still..... And, anway, I am saying this as something I miss now as a "single" not a "couple." I want someone who will just tell me all the things I could tell myself. I want that hero person that wants to make everything okay. Strong arms, heartbeat, warmth, just that feel of a man who loves you holding you making all the bad go away if only for that moment!..... Ya know what I'm talking about ladies, don't ya?

My ex was never good with the crying and that's good because I don't really do it often but when I do, its serious and I need serious comfort.

Today is that day.

8 comments:

Tree said...

Well, I am not a male, but I will send you some big, strong cyber ((((((HUGS)))))))).

I came here to see how you were doing and I can only say that I can understand how disappointed you are!!

TxGambit said...

Thanks, T. I'll take it!!!

I should post an update.... Well this is it. I will start my last class on 1/23!!!! So just off a week but no bigs.

It will be over soon!!! I'm so excited! (again).

And, current GPA (because I am so proud...) 3.71

Esmerelda said...

Oh my GOD! Are we living the same life? That whole man-need thing. Can't I just take a pill or something and get over my silly fascination with love? Why is being a hopeless, needy romantic so WRONG? UGH!

Congrats on school!! FANTASTIC GPA!

TxGambit said...

E,

I read on your blog some too. Wow, it really does sound like we are living almost parallel life's.

Tree said...

Fantastic, E!!!!!

Mama Drama Jenny said...

I know what you mean. I'm married and I still don't always get that.

This will all work out though...hugs!

TxGambit said...

Thx, Jenny. I have been almost lost having a week off from school. What am I going to do when its all done!?!?! Party, I guess.

aimee said...

I am so sorry!!! I hope it works out OK!