Ya know on Google when you are doing a search... You type in your keyword or phrase, and you have two options: Google search or I’m feeling lucky.
Well that’s how I feel! Lucky but not lucky in the rubbing the rabbit’s foot, found a four-leaf clover, making a wish on the first star I see tonight, pot of gold at the end of the rainbow type of way. Nope more of the mental, emotional feeling type of way. I feel sassy, lively, and vivacious….. I think!? No wait, confident!
And, I think that’s the way the Google people meant that button to make you feel. I am feeling confident that by pushing this button, I will find just what I am looking for. That the top search, will be my result. Okay I’m not pushing buttons to feel this way but still…..
I just plain feel good, lucky. Do you?
This is not to say that things around me are all lollipops and sunbeams. No sir! More like a bit chaotic. Still a bit crazy and stressful which is par for the course with kiddos, right? But I think the big huge anchoring stressors have been raised and I am free to sail.
The job was a huge stressor and with it the stress over money and benefits and security all gone! It feels good.
Then this next part might sound a bit selfish and heck we all know that as a mother I can’t be selfish, ever! But, oh well, I am a woman too. A woman with needs. People that know me know me so it’s all good.
My kids will be leaving soon to go with their dad. I will have ME TIME! Not to mention I can save money. Not having the day care expense will be a huge savings! I don’t need to buy as much food each week. I don’t have to worry about all the electricity that I’m wasting and by me, I mean the kids. Big savings all summer! The house will stay clean. No whining. No craziness (except maybe when Goofball is around…. But that is more fun!).
Of course I will miss them but that should go without saying.
I have so much I want to do and I want this lucky, sassy feeling to fuel me through it! I have a ton of projects that I want to do around the house. Lots!!!
There are people to see, places to go, things to do and I feel like I could do it all!